why are all fuckin' men on the planet thinkin' with their dicks?
there i was a couple of days ago thinking "hey people are nice to me.. maybe i diserve better than what i had.. maybe i too can have friends".. but today totally broke that dream

my neighbour who used to be like "you are my best neighbour lets always keep in touch" was coming on to me so fuckin strong tonight.. we were in his room watching some crappy movie and he was like sneeking his hand towards me and touching my arm a couple of times, and i asked him what the fuck he was doing "im just feeling the fabrics" was the best answer he could think of.. does he think im completely stupid??? "can i hug you just once i miss my gf so much" hey do i look like a freakin' teddybear to you?? he was saying something like "oh i didnt know you were afraid of me" no im not afraid you moron! you fuckin' disgust me man! get away from me!

i don't understand why all friends eventually want to get into my pants. i dont get it. what do i have to do.. put a sign on that sais get lost freaks??!! get a fuckin' dildo and shuv it up your ass!! freak!!

*growling to Morbid Angel and drinking some milky thingie